all beacause of me

vday...
screwed it up...
yet again...

wat's wrong wif me?
wat is fucking wrong wif me?

wasted time, effort and money...

maybe, just mayb i m nt good enuff,
maybe i dun deserved such treatment...
maybe i dun deserved any gd fr anyone,
nv did, nv will be..

ended up would onli hurt her..

mayb i have nv been shown tis gd fr anyone,
tt's y i prolly din noe how to express it...

would rather take all the blame den to hurt her...

vday...

the joy was truly there..
but somehow..
all tt's left is pain, blood and tears...

all because of me...

there has to be a way
to punish,
to make it rite...