questions u asked me,
leaves me confused..

the feelings btwn u n her,
is totally different..

u always got me thinkin abt it
whenever u ask,
it seems like whatever i said,
nv seems to convince u,
i duno wat u wana hear,
i duno wat u wan me to say,
but it got me thinkin and at times doubting myself..

however, when i tink bk
wat's exactly the diff btwn u n her,
i kept arriving at the same answer..

谈得来 wif her
seemingly makes me think i like her,
and so followed by the dinner dates,
onli to realise whatever we talked abt
doesn't seems to have any connections and feelings..
i don't feel close and at ease..
maybe i m picky,
but i realli realli detest gers who smoke,
it turns me off immediately..
making me dun wana get too close to her..

to u,
i duno y,
but u have sth that always makes me
feel comfortable,
feel at ease,
feel it's ez to be myself..

i duno anyone could have make me feel tis way,
except when i'm ard my close buddies..

it's so ez to feel close to u w/o me realising it..

b4 i noe it,
i missed talkin to u on msn,
i missed nt msg-ing u,
it somehow makes my day incomplete w/o chattin wif u..

i duno y, but i seems to be able to make u laugh n smile happily on msn,
i kept imaginin u laughin n smilin at my dumb jokes,
ur happy face n smile seems to brighten me up too..

i duno since when it begins,
but it makes me wanna see more of u smilin up close,
somehow perhaps in the same way i made u feel,
ur smile has the power to make
my heart skipped a few beats and beats faster if nt..
n i m juz lookin forward to seein u smile..

perhaps tis is the part tt differientates btwn u n her,
i truly wana participate in ur life
in whatever that can makes u smile..
to see that smile i have come to like..
the wink, sparkle, twinkle in ur eyes
when u smile n laugh..
it hit me w/o me knowing it..

even though i duno u veri well,
i duno how it begins,
but u started confidin in me ur probs,
u showed ur weakness, ur fear and ur anxiety to me,
u started runnin towards me,
i din turned and backed away..

it's nt that i m tryin to be a hero,
one who save the damsel in distress,
i m nt wif the heroics..

simply,
it saddens me to see u sad,
it pains me to noe that ur pretending to b happy
when ur not,
it hurts to see u faking it..
it wrenched my heart,
everytime u called n cried,
i duno if i m able to help,
to brg back the smile on ur face that i have come to like,
that i needed to see..

i juz wanna make u feel better

i had this 冲动 just to hug u and tell u everything is gg to be alright,
i dun dare to promise u everything will be alright,
i dun dare to promise things will turn out fine,
bt i juz wanted u to have faith in believing,
to be strong for urself and ur family,
it was nv ez i noe,
bt all i could do is onli to stand beside u,
hopin to catch u whenever u fall..

i could still that mornin when u called,
u were swearing,
u were yellin,
u were cryin so badly,

i din say a word,
i just cried,
my tears doesn't seems to stop fr the moment i boarded the bus to work
till u put ur fone down..
i've nv felt so, so, so, useless and helpless,
that i cant seems to make u feel happy n better,
my heart just broke..
i duno y,
but it did,
it bled, it cried, it broke..
(i m cryin as i m typin tis)

den i realised i cant do anything to help wif ur prob,
bt i realised the onli thing i could do,
is to make u happy the way i noe how,
to do anything to brg back the smile i liked and come to love..
and so i came to find u,
to surprise u..
hopin i can have the power to make u smile the way i noe how,
to make u feel better thru tis situation ur gg thru..

i've nv felt so genuinely in wanting someone to be happy

perhaps the way i told u i like u too came out wrong,
bt i onli req u nt to doubt my intention of likin u,

i like u nt because u like me,
i like u because of who ur
i like u because of the power of ur smile has over me
i like u because of how ez it is for u to allow me to be me

i hope it helped u in understandin how i felt