these few days, i've talked alot alot.. but not to others..
specifically to myself..

i've been repeating 'i can do this' and 'we can do this tog' throughout the day..
when i was tired, i talked to myself, when i felt like giving up, i willed myself..
when i felt like breaking down, i plead to my body n mind to hang in there, to hold us tog..

i rem the cold ride home, there was no cars.. i was not listenin to songs..

i was alone..
alone on the road,
alone on the bike,
alone in the helmet..

i told my mind to take a break, and instruct my body to brg us home..
because i need to cont my revision..

i seems to be a passenger to my body and marvel at how my body reacted to every turn and stop, basic and safe movements to keep me and us in one piece..

i was quite impressed with myself..

the non stop pleading to myself not to give up,
the non stop repetitions to tell myself i can do it,

i finally survived 3 papers..

i did the best i can, the rest is up whoever in charge to decide my worth..