i don't need any pardon for thinking negatively..

as today rolls on, i thought about the past things i've said..

the things i asked countless times.. undone.. so what does it shows?

i looked at my palm, it's healing alg nicely.. i'm not sure whether it's recovery concerns anyone? maybe it shdn't be a bother to anyone else except me..

i looked at the medal, does it really mean anything to her? luckily i've got a bunch of crazy ppl ard me who is interested in it..

i wonder over and over again what's the love about? it's just words? what would put meaning into the word? apparently, it's becoming a word to me.. as i reflect, i wonder whether is this the love she has to afford? is the concern she has?

i wonder..