mayb i dun deserve any love for being myself..

who m i?

i tink i'm animal.. mayb a beast.. sth tt doesn't deserve to be loved..

searchin.. seekin.. wantin to b loved... tired...

who m i?

i've become someone she fear...

wat diff does it makes?

any other explainations?

once i've told her, let me b the one to fight off her fears..
i rem lookin at my clenchin fists bk den..
fiercely wantin to protect her, to keep her safe..

these few nights, the words juz kept echoin in my head,
i stared at my fists now, it's unclenched, it's trembling, it's shakin so badly...

somehow, deep inside me, i noe wat i muz do.. to fight off her fear,
this time rd, the fear is me..

i nidda fight myself off..

trembling palms...

i dun deserve it at all..