i find myself waiting by the computer, phone, msn, yahoo waiting..
while i understand wat ur feeling
i try to assure u it's alrite,
but u dun seems to b aware how ur words have tore me apart..

somehow, it seems to be my fault..

now i lie on my back,
torn,
bloodied
and have to get myself back up..

u said u love me,
u understand i love you..
do u realli do?
i duno..
i'm so lost..