talkin to myself

yh ar yh...

u r a f**king ccb, retarded piece of shit..
u noe tt?
hai..
又不是没事做，
干吗去找事情呢？

but i din do it on purpose,
i just noticed sth is different n checked..
the more i read, the more i wana read,
and the more i read,
the worse i feel..
i do sound like a pain addict rite?
prolly..

ya.. checked it out knowingly rite?
smart ass..
tired dun wana go n sleep...
might as well study few more chaps la..
idiot...

ur rite..
i'm prolly an idiot..
always been..
nvm, i'l juz laugh it off..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
tot i was tired enuff to fall into a realli deep sleep,
but seems like a change of plan,
the pictures r juz hoverin in my mind,
the strange pain i feel,
mixture perhaps?
similarities?
ehh.. somehow i cant laugh it off leh...
try again..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....
well it did happen rite?

yep.. it did..
u damn fark...
stop thinkin abt it k..
now f**kin go n sleep...
u got nasty shit comin at u if u dun focus...

okok.. tuckin in.. hopefully, i'l fall asleep in no time..