i hate myself,
for being late in appearing in ur life,
that you nidda be hurt so many times...

i noe i cant judge you on wat u did b4,
i can onli try to comprehend and feel wat you have done..

i love you for who ur,
how u make me feel..

i just hope wat we r sharing is realli sth special,
i'm just scared at times....

i realli do hope i'm special for you..
that whatever you told me,
is for my ears onli..

maybe i'm just being paranoid,
but i cant help it..

suddenly the achin pain in my heart surface,
gotta go lie down...