for that special someone who found me

song playin the background: Leann Rimes - How do I live

for wat seems like so long.. i cried for no reason, again. i thought..
the tears felt hot, vision blurred..
but the feelings was different.. the reason that i cried was different..

this time.. it was.. a longing, a desire, relief kinda of feeling..
i guess i couldn't even use words to describe wat i'm feeling..
but i'm gona try..

How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?

someone found me, someone special did..
she came into my life suddenly like how i stumbed into hers..

she made it alright for me to cry into her arms,
she made it safe for me to do so..

she picked me up when i was nt having the best times of my life,
she made me a believer that someone deserves my care n concern
when i decided i shall spare none.

when i hear her cry,
deep down, i was weeping like a small boy.
heartbroken n soul wrenched,
i felt helpless to do anything to help her like how she helped me...

i could onli afford to let her cry when i couldn't say anything good to console her..

i duno whether it was enough for her i knew it wasn't for me..

the smile i know, the smile i like was the smile on her face..
the smile which i knew it was worth dyin to brg upon, to keep and to protect..
n i'll do whatever it takes to protect her and to hold her close n dear..

Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.

a safe harbour
tt's wat i wana b for her...
a place in my arms she can run to n hide
when the storm outside is too unbearable
and when the rain gets too cold..



i noe this time is different..
the look in her eyes, the sparkle in them, the glow on her face..
it was all so natural n beautiful...
nothing i've ever seen..
she appreciates what i do for real..

I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
baby you would take away everything good in my life,

and i knew without a doubt,
it was safe to give, worthy to commit
she thoroughly deserves wat i got, wat i got to give.. 110%

Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,


for the special smile that had robbed my heart by that special someone..

i thank you for makin me feel special too,
felt wanted, felt aprreciated..

thank you for findin me..

And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?