confessions of a broken heart

done... but not over with...
tired of crying myself to sleep every single f**king night...
so broken so drained..
where did we go wrong? wat have i done? or wat i haven been doing?


雨,
不停落下来
花,
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀

爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

maybe the greatest but most painful love
is to want her to be really happy
even if her happiness doesn't lies in me...

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的

两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由.
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空

i rem the times when we were sitting down,
with the serious n solemn look,
u told me,
handball and me, u will definitely choose....
and i would quickly hush u..
i will nv wana force u to choose...

deep down, i've already know ur choice....

i love to see u smile, i guess..
i duno when did i stop makin u smile..
stopped being ur happiness
for u was always my source of strength and happiness

i duno how to love u at all..
tot i knew n seen alot..
but there's alot more to see n learn..

i always try to put myself in ur shoes
ur trainings, ur time wif handball gals..
tried to b understanding,
tried to lessen ur burden,
tried to b more supportive...
i tried... SERIOUS!
I REALLY TRIED...

i'm tired... so tired...

they say in love,
u can always give, but don't ever expect any return..

mayb i was being foolish,
i onli wanted abit of love from u..
for i love u so much more than i love myself

i noe it'l b rare..
tt's y i appreciate it all the more when u do the lil things for me..
no need for expensive gifts or dinner..
a stroll in the park at night
heart to heart talks,
kisses under the starry sky..
i'm thankful for the times when u held me close in the chilling winds at nights
for being there when i'm most down, simply juz to talk to me and hug me..
i noe it all came fr within..


我恨自己是个怕孤独的人
偏偏又爱上自由自私的灵魂

我已开始练习
开始慢慢熟悉
在没有你的城市里

i will slowly pick myself up..
ppl still care for us i guess..

gotta be strong..

我们是朋友还可以问候
只是那种温柔再也找不到拥抱的理由
情人最后难免沦为朋友
直到和你做了多年朋友
才明白我的眼泪
不是为你而流也为别人而流

maybe, just maybe...
if our love is destined for one more shot...
when we both ready,
we will make it last...

可能