superman dies

i din see the reason to blog anymore till now.. i was working hard, real hard man..
why did it happen? how did it start to turn bad?
i felt hit by a truck and crushed by the weights.
i'm hurting, hurting.. i tot i'l nv feel like this anymore..
what happened??
i tot we were supposed to work hard together?
to make it work and to make it last..
u said, "when i get into a relationship, i wan it to last till marriage and way beyond that."
i felt it..
i understand what u meant
coz tt's wat i want too..
n so i pour in everything i got into us..
for i care n love you so damn much..
i don't have a lot of expectation, i just did wat i nid to see us til we reach our goal.
i duno whether i got anything left... i'm broken and hurt..
pain....
is so real....
i tried to b superman for u..
superman has his fears too, i guess..
but for you, i'l put up a brave front and fight..
fight even though i'm scared inside,
fight to protect u,
fight to keep u safe,
fight to ease your fears and mine.
superman is tired... he's dying inside,
alil, juz askin for a lil love, ain't alot,
rite?

funny, now she's unsure..

superman knows he gave his best,
as he float above the night clouds, with the moon and stars for company
he wonder whether is there anything left fightin for?
he start to fall.........
hot tears streamin down his cheeks..... he cant control them.....
he just keep fallin,
hoping deep inside,
that she is just lost and stressed out.
superman hopes to pick up her cries for help.....
hoping yet falling.....
did her heart died?
or is he gg to die first?
he doesn't know.....